Ok, so typically I don't like to post my life problems online; but this is MY lj and i want to rant. ALRIGHT; so 3 years ago I met this girl named Megan, and we were REALLY close; there is a 3 year age difference between us. I told her how I felt; I really wanted to be more than friends, but we didn't because she was moving. She left; and a year after that she send me a text saying how she "Didn't follow her heart" because she did love me.. While all this is going on my brother was breaking up with his girlfriend of 3 years; Heather. So, My brother met a new girl named Bekka; who used to be room mates with Megan, and Megan made me into a joke to her. But I forgave her hoping we could get over it. So she called me one day asking to come over and spend a couple days down in town; and obviously I would say yes. So she came down, and I realized she isnt the same person I once knew; While she was here, you could tell how much she changed; she was cheating on her fiance with my brothers friend Chuck, and then called her fiance and BLAMED ME; and if that wasnt bad enough he showed up to my house and told me he was going to slit my throat. So after all that I basically told her to get the hell out of my life. She called me one day and wanted to work things out; and since I wanted to believe she was differant, we did. A couple days later; she called Bekka and told her that she thought she was pregnant with Chucks kid, 2 days after they had sex. Me/Robbie/Bekka/ and my Mom all said there was NO way. So we told her; and she refused to take a test, at this point her and Chuck wernt talking because she felt like he used her [which he did; but he put herself in that situation]. So 2 days ago; I sent her a message on myspace saying:
Hey, We really need to have a talk.. I personally feel like you used me to get back to become friends with Bekka, and that pisses me off. Like really badly; I thought we were really good friends and I realized that you arnt the same person I knew in 9th grade.. Back then we got along so well and when I talked to you that night and told you that I loved you; I guess that made me obsessive. I just don't get it Megan, what happened to us? When you first came down that time I was so excited to have you back in my life and I just don't know what to think right now. Everytime you are here you're all about Chuck; which its highly obsessive. I don't even know who you are anymore; I feel like you use Me, Bekka, and mostly Robbie. Like, I've seen you back then; and I see you now. You arnt the same, if Chuck isnt here you are a complete differant person; nice and fun, and when hes around you are up his ass, so whats the point in being friends when all you care about is Chuck?
She then told me that she never changed; saying how I saw what I wanted when it was all there the whole time; which I know it wasnt. She got her period today; proving what I said all along, she was never pregnant. She knew it all along, but she used it for attention. We havn't talked since.
Hey, We really need to have a talk.. I personally feel like you used me to get back to become friends with Bekka, and that pisses me off. Like really badly; I thought we were really good friends and I realized that you arnt the same person I knew in 9th grade.. Back then we got along so well and when I talked to you that night and told you that I loved you; I guess that made me obsessive. I just don't get it Megan, what happened to us? When you first came down that time I was so excited to have you back in my life and I just don't know what to think right now. Everytime you are here you're all about Chuck; which its highly obsessive. I don't even know who you are anymore; I feel like you use Me, Bekka, and mostly Robbie. Like, I've seen you back then; and I see you now. You arnt the same, if Chuck isnt here you are a complete differant person; nice and fun, and when hes around you are up his ass, so whats the point in being friends when all you care about is Chuck?
Remember the first time I told you Robbie was dating Bekka, you gave me a list of reasons why I shouldnt like her, saying she will ruin my brothers life.. And Honestly; the list you gave me was explaining you.. not her. You ask why people use you; you let them. And thats sad, I don't get you anymore.
She then told me that she never changed; saying how I saw what I wanted when it was all there the whole time; which I know it wasnt. She got her period today; proving what I said all along, she was never pregnant. She knew it all along, but she used it for attention. We havn't talked since.
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